I seriously felt my smile no longer genuine.
What lead me to this conclusion is my sister. When we both attending my cousin wedding.. No idea why.. She is praising herself and her smile is good and commented that many ppl say her smile is ... I forgot what she say but is to the good side? Like warm? Happy?
WahAHAH!
I realized I have not receive such comments or remarks for a long time.. I dun usually get them. But occasionally I will hear such comments.
I used to be friendly, nice, fun and like a girl next door. ( I nv create this remarks myself!) WahAHAH!
Lately I got fierce n strict comments. Which I seriously dislike.
I believe it is due to to my work andthose ugly people I have to face daily. I mean customer not
My colleagues...
Too many things make me out on a mask and fake smile!
Heavy Heart....
Big Photo
Thursday, 3 May 2012
Disguested!
Working so long in my present job. I never have such feeling before...
Working for years.. I am aware that I am not as "energetic" ad those new staff...
I dun blame anyone when I get low Amt of commission... But I do grumble And I know I only have myself to blame.
The working environment used to be friendly and teamwork is visible. No one play cheat or snatch customer.
But due to commission structure changed and we have lots of FT. ( I never dislike them.)
Things changes...
People only care abt their own pocket. They select cust when they can. They serve only those who sign for more service ( which lead to more comm ) Or play cheat and press those Q which can fetch more $$$. The THEY can be local or FT.
Lately I have been transferred to a low volume shop. I mean really quiet.
I didn't complain and Im happy!
This outlet, everything is good. Working hrs, crowd, environment...
Except this... My sales was hijack 3x.
The pass 2 x I didn't feel that bad... As cust didn't really sit down @ my counter...
But today... The cust sat @ my counter... While I was away the cust was hijacked...
It really upset me!!! I was angry till I tear! Didn't except such things will happened...
Maybe his house is coming that is why is so upbeat on doing sales...
but no matter what reason... that is not an excuse for that..
Who don't have family? who dun have commitment ?
I have seem many top sales man in my company... be it local or FT...
They might have talked to my cust while i am away... [when we are not even in the counter] they will finish wat they say and return the cust back to me when i am back, by saying to the cust " i will leave you with my colleague" or they will just turn the cust to my counter or make sure the cust is handed over to me and they will leave...
I maybe be petty or even sensitive! but it is really a signal sent in the early stage... he ignore my present and keep on talking...
Seriously... nv experience such things in my work life b4... really didnt...
I am angry till i tear... really angry TTM!
Working for years.. I am aware that I am not as "energetic" ad those new staff...
I dun blame anyone when I get low Amt of commission... But I do grumble And I know I only have myself to blame.
The working environment used to be friendly and teamwork is visible. No one play cheat or snatch customer.
But due to commission structure changed and we have lots of FT. ( I never dislike them.)
Things changes...
People only care abt their own pocket. They select cust when they can. They serve only those who sign for more service ( which lead to more comm ) Or play cheat and press those Q which can fetch more $$$. The THEY can be local or FT.
Lately I have been transferred to a low volume shop. I mean really quiet.
I didn't complain and Im happy!
This outlet, everything is good. Working hrs, crowd, environment...
Except this... My sales was hijack 3x.
The pass 2 x I didn't feel that bad... As cust didn't really sit down @ my counter...
But today... The cust sat @ my counter... While I was away the cust was hijacked...
It really upset me!!! I was angry till I tear! Didn't except such things will happened...
Maybe his house is coming that is why is so upbeat on doing sales...
but no matter what reason... that is not an excuse for that..
Who don't have family? who dun have commitment ?
I have seem many top sales man in my company... be it local or FT...
They might have talked to my cust while i am away... [when we are not even in the counter] they will finish wat they say and return the cust back to me when i am back, by saying to the cust " i will leave you with my colleague" or they will just turn the cust to my counter or make sure the cust is handed over to me and they will leave...
I maybe be petty or even sensitive! but it is really a signal sent in the early stage... he ignore my present and keep on talking...
Seriously... nv experience such things in my work life b4... really didnt...
I am angry till i tear... really angry TTM!
Sunday, 29 April 2012
My Mum
Lately, the relationship between me and my mum is abit tensed.
Everyone who know me well enough, is aware that i have a difficult mum.
Well, i am not saying that she don't love me. She love me a lot and i can feel.
Just that her love is in a really HARD way.
Usually my parent will send me to work and fetch me back home.
Alternate week, my dad will go and work part time so i will go home on my own.
Today, 29/04/2012. Mum said she need to go temper for prayer @ 9am and Dad ask me to go work myself as mum will be driving the car.
I said ok. I will go myself.
FYI, these few days, have not been talking to my mum. We only communicate via MSG.
The caused of this unhappiness is,
i acc my aunt to see doc.
mum called to talk to me something and half way the Q number called.
Aunt is on wheelchair and the maid that we brought along is a new maid.
I quickly told me mum on the phone, " the number called le... i call u back later... later back @ home then talk. ok bye bye bye."
then i hanged up the phone.
Knowing that my mum is sensitive. i immediately msg her when i settle down in the doctor room.
Saying that, " doctor called. Call you back later."
She replied, saying i am rude, no manners and barbarian.
Having informing her over the phone and msg her, i still get to be called rude!!!!!!!!
is really make me BOILS~
Okay, back to track.
This morning she sudden msg me @ 830am and say she will fetch me to work.
Wanted to reject her but didnt cos dun wan to make thing bad or make her feel that i reject her good intention.
I work @ 1030am. Drive from home to work is only 20 mins.
She rushed me to leave home @ 0915am.
I was like is really too early! i wanted to tell her that, why not she leave 1st. i will go myself.
But i didnt, else she will think i make her late and wait, yet dun wan to leave with her.
I reached super early for my work and she is super late for her prayer.
HAIZ~
Just need to grumble as lately,,, she is getting far too naggy and every 1 cannot take it~
But i still wan to say... I love MAMA~
Everyone who know me well enough, is aware that i have a difficult mum.
Well, i am not saying that she don't love me. She love me a lot and i can feel.
Just that her love is in a really HARD way.
Usually my parent will send me to work and fetch me back home.
Alternate week, my dad will go and work part time so i will go home on my own.
Today, 29/04/2012. Mum said she need to go temper for prayer @ 9am and Dad ask me to go work myself as mum will be driving the car.
I said ok. I will go myself.
FYI, these few days, have not been talking to my mum. We only communicate via MSG.
The caused of this unhappiness is,
i acc my aunt to see doc.
mum called to talk to me something and half way the Q number called.
Aunt is on wheelchair and the maid that we brought along is a new maid.
I quickly told me mum on the phone, " the number called le... i call u back later... later back @ home then talk. ok bye bye bye."
then i hanged up the phone.
Knowing that my mum is sensitive. i immediately msg her when i settle down in the doctor room.
Saying that, " doctor called. Call you back later."
She replied, saying i am rude, no manners and barbarian.
Having informing her over the phone and msg her, i still get to be called rude!!!!!!!!
is really make me BOILS~
Okay, back to track.
This morning she sudden msg me @ 830am and say she will fetch me to work.
Wanted to reject her but didnt cos dun wan to make thing bad or make her feel that i reject her good intention.
I work @ 1030am. Drive from home to work is only 20 mins.
She rushed me to leave home @ 0915am.
I was like is really too early! i wanted to tell her that, why not she leave 1st. i will go myself.
But i didnt, else she will think i make her late and wait, yet dun wan to leave with her.
I reached super early for my work and she is super late for her prayer.
HAIZ~
Just need to grumble as lately,,, she is getting far too naggy and every 1 cannot take it~
But i still wan to say... I love MAMA~
Friday, 13 April 2012
我的爸爸！
Today 13/4/2012 Friday.
Daddy did something that really touches me!
Lately, I got fish bone stuck @ my throat.
Only see a doc after a few days. Which is yesterday.
Today, dad fetch me to work and I mention that I forgotten to bring along my medicine.
He wanted to make a U turn to take the medicine. But. I refuse cos waste of petrol.
As usual, he went home after dropping off me and I start my work.
Ard late afternoon, suddenly my manager ask me, "u know ur dad is waiting for you?"
I did not believe him and I tot he was joking with me!
He then pointed to the sofa @ the waiting area and said your dad is there!
I was really shocked that my dad is really there and he actually know the way! "my work location is hard to find"
He actually took a bus and send down my medicine for me!
Super touched!!!!!!!
I ask him, why you come? I tot I SMS you said, nvm, I will eat when I go home tonight.
He then replied me, nv take medicine , how to recover! ???
Super touching!!!!!
I heart papa!!!
Daddy did something that really touches me!
Lately, I got fish bone stuck @ my throat.
Only see a doc after a few days. Which is yesterday.
Today, dad fetch me to work and I mention that I forgotten to bring along my medicine.
He wanted to make a U turn to take the medicine. But. I refuse cos waste of petrol.
As usual, he went home after dropping off me and I start my work.
Ard late afternoon, suddenly my manager ask me, "u know ur dad is waiting for you?"
I did not believe him and I tot he was joking with me!
He then pointed to the sofa @ the waiting area and said your dad is there!
I was really shocked that my dad is really there and he actually know the way! "my work location is hard to find"
He actually took a bus and send down my medicine for me!
Super touched!!!!!!!
I ask him, why you come? I tot I SMS you said, nvm, I will eat when I go home tonight.
He then replied me, nv take medicine , how to recover! ???
Super touching!!!!!
I heart papa!!!
Sunday, 8 April 2012
I am still young!
Wahaah! When I enter the Casino today, the security stopped me and ask
how old I am. WahAHAH. !!! Happy!!!
how old I am. WahAHAH. !!! Happy!!!
Monday, 26 March 2012
Charity!
1st time I made a call donation since I started work...
$50!!!
I feel happy!
Was thinking why I didn't make the donation...
1) didn't manage to watch the charity show
2) previously too much charity people mis use the donation fund
Glad that I am willing to donate.
Cos 施比受， 更有福!
$50!!!
I feel happy!
Was thinking why I didn't make the donation...
1) didn't manage to watch the charity show
2) previously too much charity people mis use the donation fund
Glad that I am willing to donate.
Cos 施比受， 更有福!
Sunday, 25 March 2012
Message On The Window
This is the 1st time he do such things...
Maybe is cos I am angry with him...
Therefore he did that to seek for forgiveness.
wahahaa
But I can still feel is very sweet...
I am such a lousy person...
Just 3 simple words can change my mood...
Mood/Tot @ the moment : (had suffer after work. 1st time I see him eating so much for supper)
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