er xin!

suddenly felt very disguested by some ppl behavior!

some ppl can be really fake...

understand some ppl maybe dun like some 1... but due to have work or circumstance have to be "friend" with the some 1... this kind of fake i can understand...

seriously ... dun know how to say....

y ppl cant just be a little bit more true...

argh!

sometimes... i am glad that i am not those slim, beautiful and sexy type...

not those man will target or want to take advantage on...

i am protect myself well... and not being take advantage....

agree that being FAT have lots of disadvantage that ppl might dislike you cos u r fat...

think lowly of you cos you are fat...

but i am quite... [dun know where this kind of courage from] confident of my inner beauty! waha!

dun know what i am talking... but i feel is a bit er!

irritated and pissed off with the Visiting hours

Seriously irritated with the hosp visiting hrs... why are there so many restriction for family memebers to visit their love ones.. and who are they and why do they have the rights?

if there is any disease or gems spreading e.g like SARS... i can understan that... but now is a normal period... and every 1 is working ... to visit patient only when the hosp allow... i think is damn ridiculars lor !!!

and their timing is damn short and out of no where... suitable only for those who are working office hrs! not for me for sure!

why would ppl wan to visit the hosp @ non visiting hrs if they can do it during the visiting hours?
who will like to visit the hosp!!!

i am now @ the amk hosp... just like 30 mins b4 the visiting hrs.. .they actually dun allow me in...
even tot of how far i have travel down n etc? so inflexible...

angry and pissed till feel like cursing them... hope such things happen to them also! they are not allow to visit their family memebers when they want...

KNN!

Not Too Happy

Seriously ... dun know why am i so Unhappy!

Dun know is becos that my aunt is in hosp... sis not ard ... i have to keep visit her to make her feel better... dun wan her to feel that no ppl wan her..... dun wan her to feel neglected...

She was @ TTSH... which i can visit daily... either b4 work or after work! But now she is transfer to AMK rehap centre/hosp... which is damn far away from my place... i cant visit her daily... very worried that she feel lonely and etc!

But seriously i am getting tired already...

I am seriously getting tired of life... really need some 1 to take care of me.. lead me ... plan for me... i seriously dislike to take care of ppl... plan for ppl...

Cant i just follow ? Why is this so ?

I seriously want to go oversea and nua! ReLax! Can i ? who Can help?

Eating non stop Sunday - 大开杀戒！

Last thurs 30 sept had a shop outing @ my house! BBQ + swiming + drinking session!

Took a AL from 1st Oct to 3rd Oct! did not do much... only keep eating on a sunday! whaha!

wanted to have a nice ABF... tot of this cafe which i wanted to try long ago.. Cedele!
Ordered the chicken mushroom soup! damn nice! waha! Texture like Thick chinese soup! Tasty!
FOC Bread!
My fresh juice! forgot the name... but is with beetroot!
Big breakfast! $19+
Fiery Chicken Wings!
His Breakfast!

After breakfast, we went to visit my auntie @ AMK hosp. she been in the hosp for at least a month le! Worried for her... but she is improving, just cant speak properly!

After visiting her, is already in the evening.. i am really too tired to do anything... so we went to WEst Coast Plaza New York New York to have dinner!

Dun know what got into me... i just wan to eat non stop... dun know is it too tired... cos been running to hosp... work... n play... hai... simply dun care what is fat or unhealty!

his summer ... juice
my root beer float!
he act stupid
my craving of clam chowder soup!
shrimp! not too nice...
his devil fish and chip...

my chick chop bake rice

Their portion is damn big sia! make me really FULL!

we walked ard WEst Coast Plaza and i bought a shredder! wahah! $30+

he bought my birdnest !

On monday, i also keep want to eat non stop.. dun know what actually happened...

Glad that i am ok now! haha!

tired!

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不知是不是我的大姨妈要来了。。。 我好想哭。。。 好委曲。。。

觉得我好不被疼惜。。。 没人把我当女的看。。。 每个人都会想别的女同事怎样回家。。。 可都没人想过我。。。就因为我肥吗？ 我不温柔吗？

每个人都说我很凶。。。 都对男友很凶。。。 可是有人看到我不被爱和不被疼惜的一面吗？

不管肥瘦高矮的女人都会想要被呵护吧。。。

可能我想太多。。。可我在这个时候真的很不开心。。。

Simplyhuiwen

微博

"记住，不是眼泪就可以挽回失去的。所以不要轻易流下你的泪。记住，不是伤心就一定要哭泣。所以不要那么吝啬你的微笑 。记住，不是你认为可以给予就给予。所以不要那么轻易许下承诺。记住，不是你做的不够好。所以不要悲悯的以为自己一事无成。记住，不是只有你一个人在努力。所以不要轻易的就放弃。"



Simplyhuiwen

哭

哭。。。是抒发。。。释放感情和情绪的方式。。。

哭虽然很累。。。 但能让我们的精神全部放松。。。 然后熟睡。。。

哭。。。 不是弱者行为。。。 它是有感情的人，的一种表达方式。。。

能哭是种富气。。。

有多少人是欲哭无泪的。。。 想哭但是哭不出来。。。

我是个爱哭的人。。。 曾有哭包的外号。。。

在poly的时后。。。 有同学告诉我。。。不要一直哭。。。别人会不喜欢。。。会不要和你来往。。。我不以为然。。。 我庆幸。。。 我没听她的。。。

算一算。。。 我也好久没哭了。。。不知是否是因为我的工做环境。。。把我训练的比较强。。。 还是同事都知道我的弱点和喜好。。。都不攻击我的弱点。。。

对于我的感情事。。。 我真的欲哭无泪。。。

突然觉得。。。是不是我变得冷血了。。。希望不是。。。

朋友们。。。 能哭就哭吧。。。把它完全的释放出来。。。 不要觉得不好意思。。。

My forte! Spent $$$ and put on weight!

Wanted to save some $$! But I spent it instead! Lately been spending a lot on cab!

And I just spent on this !



I LOVE diamond rings!

Ring is the only accessory I can wear... Can't wear necklace ... Feel abit strangled... No ear holes for ear ring...

Lately abit moody!
Dun know why I got the urge for dessert/something sweet after lunch...

Keep having very full supper this 2 night! KNN! FML!

Luckily 7th month ending soon... Can start to swim soon!!!!

Hope working hrs will be as normal... So that I will not be too tired... To swim b4 work!

Time to communicate with my bed! Night!

Hand Written - Chinese!

got to click on the image to read wor... else cant see..

那个女人不想嫁？

那个女人不想嫁？但要我嫁得胆战心惊。。。 我宁愿不嫁。。。

我记得。。。 我小时候。。。 梦想是做个小女人。。。 为我的老公， 洗衣煮饭。。。 他主外。。。 我主内。。。 不用烦恼。。。

要求会很高吗？ 好累。。。 是我太贪心吗？太不知足吗？

我不想后悔。。。 但却不甘心。。。 我到底应该怎么办。。。


Simplyhuiwen

Location:S Buona Vista Rd,,Singapore

Cough non stop!我的百曰咳

I have coughing non stop since my tioman trip!
Until my colleague keep saying I cough like 2 months! Wahah! Come to think of it, is going to be 3 months!!!!

Went to visit a doc once did not recover.. I have Chinese medicine and have lozenges! I mean lots of it! Until I think I going to have diabetics soon!!! No choice, cos only with sweet in my mouth then I can stop coughing with I am serving cust!

I suspect something wrong with my lungs! Cos every time when i cough... I will cough damn long! Cough till I 1 2 vomit out all my intestine!!

Today I force myself to visit the doctor that my parent recommend! Keep saying how good his medicine is and nagging me non stop why dun go n see doc so that i can recover faster!!! Haha!!!
Cos the past experience tell me , the cough will stop after they know I am dying! Haha!

Another reason that I go see doctor is cos I going oversea soon! Ha! Dun wan to cough when I go for a trip! Haahah! Partly also cos I cough till I very weak and feel as if I got asthma!

The doc really gave asthma pill!

Hope this cough will not led to any other stupid sickness, such As asthma! Haha!


Yawn! Ate medicine! Going to rest! Hope(pray hard) can wake up early and swim b4 I go work!

Night!

Location:Lorong Sarhad,,Singapore

Very Busy and Productive Yesterday!

Now blogging on bus!

Yesterday was really a very busy day for me! I think I have use too much brain till I am having headache now!

Woke up automatic @ 0659... Nua abit @ bed, thinking to sleep abit more, but failed! So I decided to go for a morning swim!

No Sun! And was drizzling when I reached the pool... Glad that I insist of swimming... Cos the rain stopped!

My sweet daddy woke up early to send me to work despite he is working in the noon... Felt so loved! He even drove me to coffee shop near by to buy breakfast cos I am sick of the food @ my work place...

Reached work... Tot it would just be a normal working day... End up I got many stuff to do...

Prepare num list... Update reservation list.... Call cust on their reservation for iPhone.... Before I could finish the reservation ... I was ask to help to test on the new system... This process took up nearly my whole day... Cos when cust left the shop... I am still doing testing! Cannot imagine those super tester, testing non stop! Wonder how they manage to tolerate.... So many ppl looking @ them ... Failure and etc!

My friend came to look for me to buy iPhone too! @ that moment. I also died! Cos the system supporter waiting for me to test system and I wan to serve my friend! I was really in a rush when i serve my friend! Glad that he understand N is not angry with me!

Once the test is done, I have to continue


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Location:Penang Rd,,Singapore

Random

little bored, tired, sianz,restless, no mood to write anything here...

cos iphone launching tmr... hope is will not be a too scary crowd... the i phone really make all ppl working @ telco scared!

The customer @ FB keep scolding the company and etc... threaten to jump ship and etc... asking for transparent and etc... are they mad or some thing?

Yes .. .customer is always right... they pay for our salary and etc... but we are customer ourself too... we also pay for their salary! weird... every thing is a cycle... what comes ard goes ard...

y like wan to kill us just becos of the new phone? so wat if u r the 1st to get it ? no bonus @ all !

the tot of facing those ppl tmr... can kill...

hai... hope this " WAR " will not last tooooooooo long....

no mood!

6D5N Leave but stayed in Singapore!

This AL supposed to go oversea... but did not go any where... cos mr lee worried abt my injured back and my cough non stop...

Little upset for not be able to go oversea... i want to go for a trip!!!!!!

Well, No choice, i also scare my back will be very painful... so no choice but to stay in Singapore!

Practically this AL is ti EAT, SHOP, NUA!

Had 素食林 @ Pearl Centre on monday... With 阿姨and芳姑！ 好久没见她们了！也好久没到素食林吃了！一样的味道！好怀念！

那天所吃的素菜＋和阿姨们的合照！

On tues meet Evelyn and Emilia for lunch + shopping! haha! ate and shopped the most that day! meet @ 12... and we shopped till 10pm+ with evelyn! The lunch was nice! Very old school restaurant @ Far East Shopping Centre!

nice Bread + Soup + Chick + 法国蜗牛［我没吃！怕怕!］

Emilia left after we had lunch and shopped for a while... heehee! me and eve still walked ard orchard... almost buy a MIU MIU bag... luckily nv... cos i @ the end bought a camera!

SONY NEX 5

Above pic taken by the new camera!

Bought the camera @ Sim Lim V3 Sony ! we had dinner @ Bugis MOF!

Went to SASA to buy fake eye lashes... goodness... i seriously no skill @ all... tried till my eye wanna blind le still cant make it !

Wednesday, Had Lunch @ VIVO CITY @ the black restaurant ... they dun allow my to take pic @ all! wanted to test my new camera... but i secretly took the pic with iphone!

The food is not bad, little cosy... luckily got some discount! but the 流沙包is really GOOD!

Bought new shoes!

美不美？

Pic Taken with the new CAmera!